Dear Reader,
In February I gave myself 6 months to change things. If things didn’t change my intention was to kill myself in august. As you can probably see it’s almost November which comes 9 months after February and I’m still here. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
I have managed to have a relatively dream free sleep in recent. Well, I don’t remember my dreams if I have them. Maybe that is for the best, as last night I had the weirdest dream I believe I have ever had. In fact, it will be added to my list of weird dreams. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
Going from being looked after to looking after someone is an incredibly confusing thing to experience. In any close relationship (including friendship and family relationships) there inevitably becomes a time where roles reverse. Sometime this is brief, a few minutes or hours, sometimes this is for longer. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
I think I am effecting people negatively with my depression, well not exactly my depression more my self harm. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
The nagging guilt in the back of my 11 year old head after the incredibly shocking death of the girl in my street never really settled. Continue reading
Dear reader,
It’s come to my attention that my irrational thoughts are not as irrational as I once thought.Tonight I am struggling to sleep, I hate this. I am lying awake thinking about what it is that truly causes me anxiety. Continue reading
