Dear Reader,
Yesterday was my day off of work. I had a list of things I needed to do, but at 3AM I woke up and didn’t get back to sleep until gone 6AM. When I finally woke up the next day it was 12PM.
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Dear Reader,
Yesterday was my day off of work. I had a list of things I needed to do, but at 3AM I woke up and didn’t get back to sleep until gone 6AM. When I finally woke up the next day it was 12PM.
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This is exactly what most of us feeling when dealing with mental health issues and thank you for letting me post this here:)
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Dear Reader,
I have been thinking for a while about writing this, because I think it can be interesting. Continue reading
Dear reader
I’m writing this because I need someone to listen. And I know you listen. You read my words and you understand me. And that is so very important to me, because before this I truly felt alone, I felt like no one understood. I, of course, have people in my everyday life that tell me I can “always” talk to them. But I can’t. Everyone else is busy, and that’s ok. I wouldn’t ever expect everyone to drop anything for me. You see, the majority of my friends work in retail, Christmas is a big time for us. It’s stressful, its busy and its hard. The rest of my friends work in offices and don’t really have the time to “deal” with me. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
I’m feeling weird. It seems my medication has made me a little hypo-manic. Hypo-mania is categorised as being lesser than regular mania, but it’s still not great. I read that hypo-mania is a symptom of being on the bipolar spectrum, even when it is medically induced. Maybe this isn’t medication induced. Continue reading
I can’t sleep.
Citalopram is a bastard of a drug. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
I am frustrated, no, I’m beyond that. I am severely angry. In fact, if I hadn’t promised someone I wouldn’t cut myself this week id be hacking right into my body. Today I learned, on my day off, that a complaint has been made about me by another staff member, a staff member that does nothing. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
So today was D-Day, or as any normal person would call it, Doctor day, in fact no. They would probably just call it Thursday. Continue reading
Dear Reader,
I’m getting increasingly worried about my doctor’s appointment on Thursday. It’s stupid that I have spent the past week getting increasingly more worried about this, but I’m also scared. See, to quote my favourite book right now I’m feeling “both happy and sad, and I am still trying to figure out how that can be.” Continue reading
Dear Reader,
Just as I thought things were beginning to steady, a whole fist of stress came and punched me square in the face. Continue reading