Knot in my Throat

Dear Reader,

I have been struggling a lot recently, I have wanted to post but I have either forgot, got side tracked or just not really been bothered. Please don’t think that is a reflection on you, I want to write for you. I just don’t really know what to say sometimes. Continue reading

What Its Like Being Undiagnosed Autistic.

Dear Reader,

I was born in 1989, 26 years ago. It’s strange to think that in the 90’s which to me does not feel that long ago, autism wasn’t really looked for or even screened in a lot of children. Parents had to actively look for these things. My problem here is that my parents do not understand autism and I am high functioning, and I think that it may have masked the possibility of their being something wrong.  Continue reading

So Here I Am

Dear Reader,

So here I am at 1AM on Tuesday the 3rd of November, eating £50 worth of pizza and sides that I ordered 15 hours ago (just for me.). I’m not sleeping, not out of choice. I just don’t feel like it. I am off of work this week, my first holiday in months. it’s a big deal, but id be lying if I said I had plans or motivation for anything. Please don’t be put off by the length of this post. I just needed to talk.

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