I’m Sorry I Went AWOL

Dear Reader,

I’m sorry ive been away, I’ve had a bit of a stupid time, stupid because ive been stupid. But ill get in to that later.

Who Do I Call When I Get A Bad Customer?

Dear Reader,

I’m sorry, this is different to what I usually post but I just need to rant!

I Hate Everything

Dear Reader,

(Sorry lots of swearing)

Knot in my Throat

Dear Reader,

I have been struggling a lot recently, I have wanted to post but I have either forgot, got side tracked or just not really been bothered. Please don’t think that is a reflection on you, I want to write for you. I just don’t really know what to say sometimes.

“You Wouldn’t Like Me When I’m Angry”

Dear Reader,

“You Wouldn’t Like Me When I’ Angry” This memorable quote from the Incredible Hulk television series is all too relatable. I’m all too aware of how it feels to “hulk out”

But I learnt to control my anger, mostly out of fear of it.

Fear and Loathing in (a) Blog Hiatus

Dear Reader,

I seem to have taken an involuntary hiatus. It’s been a long time since I wrote anything and I feel bad about that. Sometimes I get to a point where I keep putting things off and then I feel embarrassed and feel it’s too late to do something and feel like an idiot. I’m sorry everyone. In fact the only way to describe how I felt was that I was scared to come online and find more work to do when I didn’t have the brain capacity to do the work I had in real life. In fact. it was a more exaggerated way of the way I feel about texts and facebook. Often I will receive a facebook message or text and avoid it at all costs because I am terrified about having a conversation that leads to me making more excuses to not meet them.

Unacceptable Behaviour

Dear Reader,

I have been dealing with something for the last week that I can only describe as unacceptable, it’s taken me a while to really comprehend the situation and its effect on me. But I have realised that what I have experienced is truly unacceptable.

Jekyll and Hyde

Dear Reader,

I don’t really know what to say or even where to really begin. I’ve become a bit of a Jekyll and Hyde figure and it’s becoming frustrating.

Breakout

Dear Reader,

Well, I wrote on Monday about how I was going to have to wait 2 weeks to get my appointment which then wouldn’t be for another two months. 

This Inevitable Crash

Dear Reader,

Inevitably, I have crashed.