I Am Embarrassed By My Thoughts

Dear Reader,

I’m struggling with something, and I think it’s because I’m having trouble explaining it but it’s making me feel guilty and embarrassed for the way I feel and, I’m just so confused. But hear me out.

A Disappointing Turn Of Events

Dear Reader,

It’s been over a week since my last post. And some of you may be disappointed (I am) and I don’t blame you because the topic of this post is disappointment. And how disappointment is one of my main triggers for depression.

Why I Shouldn’t Have Friends

Dear Reader,

I can’t have friends. I’m not ok and I can’t pretend I am ok with everyone in my life anymore and now it seems that the people who I can’t pretend in front of anymore, can’t take me anymore.

Quarantine: Part 1

Dear Reader,

As I said before, the next 3 days are going to be pretty bad. I didn’t sleep very well, so I think they come down from the caffeine pills isn’t in full effect yet.