I Am Not Ready: Part 1

Dear Reader,

On the day my mum visited the doctor just a few hours after me. I was scared. When she returned I quickly realised he hadn’t said anything (obvious I guess) but, what I suddenly felt was a lot worse.

Who Wants To Live Forever

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I have lost my grandmother and it is killing me.

Parents

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“I’m stressed!” My Mother proclaims as she thrusts a doctor’s note in my face. Two weeks off for her to sit and nap in a chair and two weeks of hell for me where I become a prisoner in my own bedroom to escape the nagging.

A 2014 Round Up and The Sisterhood of the World Bloggers Award

Dear Reader,

I wanted to start 2015 off on a positive. But I also think it’s important to round off 2014.

Guilt: Part 1 : Death 1

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I spoke before about how guilt has affected my life dramatically. This is the first part of a series of pieces about guilt and its effect on my life.

Tears Of A Clown

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When I was in my first year of school (aged 4 or 5) I would get my peers to sit on a bench and I would perform a “funny show” in which I would tell jokes and do impressions to make people laugh.

The Mask

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If a lot of the people who knew me (family included) knew that I took antidepressants and caffeine pills just to get out of bed every morning my life would be a lot different.