What Is Wrong With Me?

Dear Reader,

I have to admit this story is probably going to sound pretty funny now.

Portrait of a Social Outcast: Age 3

Dear Reader,

I wanted to go in-depth into my childhood and try to work out what exactly went “wrong”

Separation Anxiety

Dear Reader,

I have been thinking recently about my history of anxiety, and the more I think about it the more I remember about times during my childhood when I felt genuine panic.

Social Anxiety

Dear Reader,

I know you shouldn’t diagnose yourself on the internet, but I have never been wrong about a diagnosis I have made about myself in the past. I diagnosed myself with depression before visiting a doctor. I diagnosed myself with dyslexia before being tested and I diagnosed myself with Aspergers before the assessment for that.

My Own Worst Enemy

Dear Reader,

I thought I was hitting a turning point in my depression. As I said before, sometimes my feelings of suicide get so immense that I make excuses to be around people because I know it’s the only way I will be safe.